Waiting For The Sunrise

I remember, the future.
How it was supposed to be.
Now longing,
Never knowing if I can survive this long.
Reaching for feelings I cannot describe,
Unable to tell where this road will lead.

Riding waves of consciousness,
Floating on feeling of safety,
Resting in arms I cannot lose.
Afraid of turning my sword,
in a moment of panic.

Will you stand with me through storm and calm?
Will you leave like the ones before,
Once you get to see behind the mask?

Darling please don’t leave me alone in the dark,
I need your warmth to fight my cold heart.
To learn to finally be free of my anxiety.

Never knowing if I can hold on till “soon” comes to be.
Swear to me you will rise, like the morning sun,
and illuminate my world like the ones before you promised.

Please don’t leave me alone with my demons again!